Jenny Seemore´s Comedepot

[Ozymandias_Jones]

I'm moving ever closer to living a sort of cuckold lifestyle. The sort that a few years ago I would have never countenanced under any circumstances. Since the babe has arrived, little bundle of joy she is, I have found myself tired and strained. Work has gotten harder, the economy is not helping any, and I'm working longer hours for the same pay. There is more stress and to be honest I've let myself go a bit. More overweight than I should be and not eating right. At least I don't drink much, so that's not an issue.

But I find myself becoming increasingly impotent on occasion. Embarrassing to admit, unless in this anonymous setting, but it's becoming a real problem. And it's getting worse.

I still find my lovely wife desirable as ever and my love of porn (and watching Jenny) hasn't diminished. But to get-it-up and perform is getting a rarity.

I can get hard and masturbate, not too much of an issue, but as soon as there is any pressure on me to actually do something with someone else, I just wilt away. I know this is starting to upset Angel, good wife that she is, but as a very horny woman she needs regular fucking. I do my husbandly duty and eat her hot puss to orgasm as often as I can and get the toys out. But I know it's not the same.

The longer it goes on the worse it becomes. We were at a swingers club a few weeks ago (first time since the birth) and with a couple. Angel was getting a great fuck from the hubby, her first in weeks, while I sat and played half-heartedly with his wife and left her frustrated and jealous. Not a good scene. But when the wife left the room in search of harder cocks, I came instantly alive watching Angel getting laid. I stroked to a mind blowing cum and she sucked it out of my cock while bouncing around being fucked. Hell, I'm hard just writing this, but I know it'd go before I could use the damn thing.

The thought of watching Angel gets me rock hard, every time. Talking about it can do it, and we have had some rare sessions doing just that. But it's not a guaranteed method. I've tried Viagra, but it doesn't seem to work for me. I get a half woody and it stays that way for a few hours. No use to anyone and gets in the way more than anything else.

I have suggested that we try a few solo guys on occasion, but Angel is being a dutiful wife and saying no for now. But the day will come when her need for some hard cock will overcome the reluctance. And I'll be happier for her when it does. Strangely enough, the idea of only fucking my wife occasionally, when I'm physically able, and spending much of my time watching her with other men is becoming more and more attractive.

Interesting times ahead, for sure.

[audioethic]

I know it might be embaressing for you, but you should talk to your doctor. If viagra dident work for you and you were turned on, it could be a symptom of a underlying issue.

Awhile back I was having trouble getting a hard on even though my libido was fine. I thought it was stress or this or that. I finally asked my doctor and he ran some tests, turns out I had a deficiancy in the enzyme that helps supply testosterone throughout the body. Couple months on some meds and a small change in diet and I was good as new.

Telling my doctor at 27 years old that I was having trouble getting it up was one of the hardest things I ever did. But I got better.

[Ozymandias_Jones]

Yep, thanks for that. I'm off to a doc shortly. I got the Viagra from the Doctor, but I think it's time to tell him it didn't work as expected.

[Crimpo]

I hope it works out for you Ozy - you're doing the right thing going to the Doc.